Last few days have been so busy...
and so full of God. I wanna talk about the wedding, and church yesterday, and Global Day of Prayer...that's the thing about journal entries. They intimidate me. I feel like I have sooo much to talk about, and too short of an attention span to type it all out.
I guess the major thing that God has placed on my heart is a sense of urgency. I don't have TIME to dwell on things that are not of future consequence. I was put on this earth to bring glory to God, to worship Him and be in His word...and that should be my top priority, and a lot of my activities should be centered around that.
Thus, when I figured out that the WHOLE SUMMER at Destiny was all about the book of Ephesians, I was so psyched! That's my favorite book in the whole Bible. So I'm gonna be down there every Saturday night this Summer :)
And prayer room...God's put it on my heart like, 3 months ago, that I should be spending a LOT of my mornings there. I'm REALLY hoping I can wake up early enough tomorrow that I can do that, even though it's already almost 12:30 am right now. ahhh.
But getting to dive into the word, pray hxc, and intercede on a very regular basis will do WONDERS for my heart. I'm thinking every Tuesday and Thursday morning??? Maybe more, I'll have to see what my sleeping and work schedule will allow.
Idk why I'm SOO excited about this...I guess just because I know it will help me shift my focus. I want my eyes to be trained upon Christ and His future for my life, not friend drama or guys or my family issues. If I get so crazy about Him, I'll be better able to resist temptation.
Plus, I've got a lot to pray about.
I'm seeing friends change and get closer to who they're supposed to be. And I'm seeing people drift away...and I see the ones He's calling back. My new best friend is changing in some really awesome ways, and I wanna see God change her more! Would make me OVERJOYED. I want to see my old friend stop fighting and realize that God knows that he's beautiful just the way he is, and I'm not giving up until I see evidence that that has happened. And my best friend...even right now, he's saying TERRIBLE things to me that are NOT true. ahhh. I don't know what he's gonna do without me. And He's saying that he doesn't even believe in God anymore :( Oh, Lord, bring him back to You.
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